Will I See You When I Open My Eyes?

So Student Fellowship Night was FREAKIN AWESOME!


...


Hey guys!
It's nice to see some people still read my blog. ;)
As, I'm sure you can read above, says SFN was awesome!
I mean it!
Please stop giving credit and saying thanks to me
Cause I really didn't do anything.
Half the time Fay was running around, making phone calls,
I was in Cambodia/KL being useless.
Full credit to Fay!
Please stop making me feel guilty for being given credit!
It was so fun that I didn't get to take any pictures!
So, once I get pictures from other people,
I'll show you what you guys missed.
:D


Anyways, apparently school starts in a week.
I had no idea until i read Daryl C.'s pm.
:/
I'm really not looking forward to next year.
Every class got reshuffled.
Which means we wasted a whole year getting to know people who we thought we were going to spend the rest of our high school years with.
And when I say wasted, I don't mean that in a bad way.
It just really makes me mad that the school would screw us over just cause their teachers' can't handle our unity.
Screw it.
So, I'm in Zhong next year.
I have absolutely no idea who my form teacher is going to be.
Absolutely no idea who i'm going to be hanging out with.
I think its very likely i'm going to be a pariah next year.
I don't think i'll have time to get to know every single person all over again.
I don't think i want to get to know every single person all over again.
Next year's gonna be a shitload.
And I know all you people born in 1992 agree with me.


We have one more day in 2008.
I'm really going to miss 2008.
Its the year i met and got close.
The year i really understood.
The year i found out who i could trust.
The year i figured out who i could depend on.
The year i learned not to fall.
The year i learned not to give.
The year i fell.
The year i said hello and goodbye.
The year we grew apart.
The year i missed you guys so much.
The year that's going to be the last.
The year we sang.
The year you smothered.
The year i had great fun.
The year that left me with enough battle wounds for a lifetime.
The year it rocked my world.
The year we fought so hard.
The year we messed up.
The year you left.
The year we talked in crazy banters.
The year we wrote and wrote.
The year we both got screwed over.
The year i forgave you both.
The year i looked but couldn't find.
The year you hated me.
The year i hated you.
The year we loved.
The year i broke.
The year we ran like hell.
The year we hugged like we were about to die.
The year you kissed me.
The year we held onto each other.
The year i didn't call.
The year i'm sorry i didn't spend more time with you. and now you're leaving.
The year we lost track of everything.
The year i called you an assface. hahahahh
The year i skipped class trip for SFN.
The year i got Frank.
The year i went on hiatus from life.
The year i really got into it.
The year i couldn't handle it all.
The year tennis came to be.
The year i had to change beach.
The year i didn't know what to say.
The year i lost it.
The year you came back.
The year you were really there for me.
The year i'm going to miss.
The year i'm going to tell my grandchildren about when i'm old and wrinkly.
The year i shook.
The year we'll remember.
The year we won't soon forget.
The year we have to say goodbye to.
The year we'll have to leave behind.

I hadn't planned that to be so long.
:(
but the memories suddenly all came back.
I had actually said in my head that i would not do such a lame thing
such as make a recap. But....
ahhahahhhaah i'm sorry!!!

I was listening to my old playlists compiled this year.
And everything just came flooding back.
A whole array of emotions suddenly struck me.
And suddenly i was feeling what i was at the time i compiled the playlist.
It was phenomenal.
I know it doesn't sound like a big deal.
But whatever.
Who gives a toilet bowl about what you think?

Please. Don't hate me.
ahahhahahahahhahahahahhahhaha
Love me or hate me.
I am still me.
And i won't conform just so you'll like me.
You can't change me.
So you'd better adjust your expectations.
That way you won't get disappointed.
See? Its a win win situation.
I don't change for you. And you don't get let down.
Don't be sad cause i'm not who you think i am.
Cause it would suck that you're actually wasting your time being bitter all the time.
Cause honestly, I couldn't care less.
:D

As for those of you whom i call friends,
I love you.
Honestly,
You have no idea how many moments of my life became moments in my life
Because of you guys.
I honest to goodness love you guys.
Without you guys, my life would be an empty book.
Please never change?

Damn.
I suck at emotions.
I wayyy too emotional.
You don't have to tell me
Cause I already know that.
But thanks anyways.

Oh, look.
Its 12.30am already.
Which means its officially the last day of the year.
Huzzah!
Joy!
I'm being sarcastic!
Yay!
hahaahhha
What are your new years plans?
Let me know!!!
:D

Goodbye 2008
Warm welcomes to 2009?
Steffi.

We Believed That We Could Change Ourselves

HI EVERYONEZZZ!! I IZ HOMEZZZ!!!

HAHAHAHHA hi guys. I'm home. And why did I type it out again? Only in fear that people who don't know me think that i am one of those people who talk like this: THIS IS JUST AN EXAMPLE! "harloxx. how are eu todayzz?" ohmygosh, get some english lessons or something! hahahahhaha Anywhosenheimergleederfuushen, I am back from KL, Langkawi, Cambodia and anywhere else you've pegged me for going to. I came back around 9 last night. I might tell you about my trip if i weren't in such a rush. Oh, why am i in a rush, you asketh? Why, because it is Christmas Eve! With that, I wisheth thee a Merry Christmas Eve! What are my plans for tonight? Gosh, thou art either a very curious being OR you're too nosey. I'm going to dinner with my family at Little Italy. That place is the absolute best! And then I'm going over to Basel Church for our service. Then head over to Kyrugma House for the presents. *insert evil laughter here* *it should sound something like this* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHHHADHFAKSJNHFK What are your plans? Currently suffering from food poisoning and diarrhea, Steffi. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE, ALL!! LOVEE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! what am i doing? why, i'm sprinkling love to everyone! ;)

No.

I can't believe i lost the only thing you ever gave me.

:(

I am sad now......

not to mention stupid.

I have to find it.
why'd you have to go?
Absolutely a must.

Woooooo Magick!

WOWZZZ!

It's only been a few hours since the retreat ended and already i see so many updates on the Worship Team retreat. hahahahh

You guys are just amazing!

ANYWAYS, it was awesome. And i promise to update on that a little later.

Cause right now, i'm tired. I have a headache. And I'm physically worn out.

Cause after my sister picked me up from Kyrugma House, we went swimming/gymming.

hahahhahhahahhaa. AHHH... i'm so tired.

And if you're wondering why i'm updating my blogs and not sleeping since i am so tired (as proclaimed above), it is because i can't sleep. I tried. :( and failed. again.

Anyways, since its kinda annoying to remember stuff that happened today.

I'll be talking about stuff that is yet to come. For example, my holiday plans and the upcoming "Student Fellowship Night". Which btw, is a horrible name for a party... :/ ahhahaha You have no idea how many people have come up to me asking whether this thing is a church event.

hahahah ITS A PARTY!!! NAME IS SOMETHING LESS LAME, PLEASE! :/ It's going to be on the 29th of December, which i recently was reminded that it's the date of our ex class' class trip reunion. Which i regretfully, cannot attend. :/ I know I sound horrible for picking a party over my ex class, but believe me when i say i have my reasons. And i don't have much of a choice.

As for my holiday plans, I'm leaving on the 11th of December, Thursday to Kuala Lumpur first. Then sometime after that, we're going ot Cambodia, which honestly I do not want to go to. Because quite frankly, I am disinterested in going to see the ruins of some old building that Tomb Raider filmed in. EVEN IF IT'S ONE OF THE SEVEN WONDERS OF THE WORLD! I'll be gone until the 23rd, which is when i return to Kota Kinabalu. :D Even though i'd have made it before Christmas, I will miss Derek's birthday. :'( I'm really sorry, Derek. I didn't plan this! I'll make it up to you, i promise!

Then, comes the Eklektos Christmas party and the "Student Fellowship Night" (seriously, this name will never stick)! So, i don't know. December is, surprisingly a very busy month. :/ And if you're interested in the "Student Fellowship Night", please talk to me, as i am one of the people selling tickets. HIT ME UP FOR INFO AND TICKETS!

I will update on the Worship Team Retreat ASAP. :D I'm tired. I'm talking to Daniel. I'm missing Andrew. I'm posting on Blogger instead of Xanga. I am Steffi. And I'm a paper tiger.

Forgive Me

Audio Update at my Xanga!
Click here!

Sorry I'm making you bloggers go to my xanga, but blogspot doesn't allow audio uploads. :(



For those of you who don't know what a hiatus is....

Hiatus may refer to:

• A period of time where one is on a break
• A break or interruption in the continuity of a work, series, action, etc. (See recess)
• Hiatus (anatomy), a natural fissure in a structure

But, obviously I'm not talking about a natural fissure. :D

I love you guys. And thanks for bearing with me. :)


Entia non sunt multiplicanda praeter necessitatem.
yeah.... like non-existant feelings... :S




Twist the knife deeper. I dare you,
steffi.

When Loving Means Breaking And Saying Goodbye

I feel like I haven't written properly in such a long time. You understand. The type of writing in which you do not press enter after every line and type smiley faces to show how you feel. Good writing is supposed to be how people know how you feel. Where every word means something. I used to write like that.

My, my, how I've changed. Speaking of change, apparently I have quite a bit. I'm not quite sure how or when exactly i changed. But I would appreciate it if somebody tells me. You can do it anonymously or you can just come right out and tell me. I won't hate you! I promise! In fact, I'll probably trust you more. But, please. Be delicate! I break easily.

Countdown to the end of the year: 41 days. Yes, I counted. Why? Because I just so happen to think that this year, the year I am sixteen, is the best year of my life! ---- so far, at least.

How am I spending my days? Today, I went to Warisan Square alone for lunch. You don't have to pity me for being alone. Cause I kinda chose to be. I, sometimes do enjoy my lonesome. But that doesn't mean I am a total pariah, okay? Just making sure you have the right idea. Alone time is good. Sometimes you just need to disconnect to reconnect. Do any of you understand what I'm saying? I hope you do. Or I'm more out of touch than I thought.

Anyway, I had lunch at Hong Kong recipe. Cheese-baked rice, of course. It's the only thing that's good there. I went to Times before that and found Through the Looking Glass. Man! I've been looking for that book for so long! Plus, I heard there's a book sale at KK Plaza. Or was it Asia City? Anyways, I plan to check that out soon. Any uber book lovers out there? Let me know. We'll check it out together, huh? I'm a sucker for the classics.

While I was at HKr, I saw our school coach/math teacher, Mr Golden Chee there too. He was alone. We talked a bit but then we realised how weird it must look for the both of us, being alone talking together over lunch. So, he went to the other table and we ate, quietly. Which i preferred. Throughout the whole time I was at Warisan, I was texting with Daryl. He was stationed there today to make sure the buses were on time for the tourists. He worked so hard. Messed up a little, yes, but i thought he did pretty good.

I went to check up on him first. Then I went to Tech City to look for a magnesium flint and steel firestarter. Which is for burning down my school, of course. Anybody want to join me? Well, I couldn't find it. The guy didn't even know what I was talking about. I'll have to put off that plan till I find a way. Back to the story of my last 41st day of my year, I just hung out with him until his shift was over then we went home.

This is so boring. I'm sorry I'm boring. Nothing eventful.

Right now I've just been reunited with Sant and Jamieth after a long time, because of the msn hack thing. I lost Sant's email. I missed him! Hear that, Sant? I miss you! We're talking about a lot of stuff right now. Its always so messy. I love them both so much!

This post is so boring. I apologize. I'll make stuff more interesting. Next time. Or maybe I'll go back to writing crapilly. ahahahahhahahahhah :/ hahahhahahahaha

Confused,
steffith

Trapped

I'm awake in the infinite cold, but you sing to me over
And over and over again.


Touched by angels, though I fall out of grace
I did it all so maybe I'd live this every day


Making plans
Just to stop the aching.


A kiss goodbye. Not this time
Don't remember what about this song I ever liked.


Filling my soul and warming my heart.
I love how we feel the same.


Please don't think that this was easy.


I'm perfectly incapable of being with you.


Cause we both know what its like to be alone.


All i ever do is say i'm sorry.


His little whispers,
love me love me


I can't name a penance for abuse.


This poison's my intoxication
I broke the needle off in my skin



ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
goodnight, eskimo.

I'm Feeling Like I Might Need To Be Near You.

I smile.
I burn.
I remember.
I sting.
I think.
I bleed.
I'm wrong.
I break.
I let my guard down.
I twist.
I breathe.
I get scared.
I forget.
I bend.
I watch.
I am guarded.
I suck.
I love.
I'm right.
I cry.
I hate.
I rock.
I get disappointed.
I listen.
I sink.
I fight but you won't let me.
I am human.

Oh, I Can Feel Her. She's Dying Just To Keep Me Cool.

ARGHHHHHH!!!!
NO NO NO NO!!
NO!
why torture me?
:'(


i don't want to hear you.
please.
have mercy

I Don't Want To Hurt You. I Don't Want To Make You Sway

Xanga, xanga, xanga.
What am i to do with you?
So many people have been complaining that recently you won't load.
And so, a large sum of my friends (the ones i've been staying at xanga for)
have moved to Blogger (which i have but don't use).

Therefore, the conclusion is...
I need to post both sides. :/
OKEHH.
But i am like so malas.
So, very likely, i'm just going to copy paste.
for those yang x tau my xanga:
xanga.com/modedevie

uishhhhh, skrg 2:38am oh.
I'm supposed to go jogging with Edrea Rumba Paaaaaaaaaan at 5.
I think. ahhhaha
Then cycle to McDonald's drive-thru for breakies.
But i don't know if its on.
And i don't know if i can wake up tomorrow.
Or today. Yeah. More like today.

So, i just came back from class trip today.
BUDUH of course i mean yesterday!
We went to Melinsung.
and i'm lazy to upload anything right now.
It was pretty awesome.
We had a Saw and Scary Movie marathon.
All 8 of them.
During the 2 nights.
HAHA
average= 4 movies a night+NFS+Naruto Battle game+Fifa!!!!
Dayumn. I am so happy the guys brought two PS2s.
HAHAH
Apart from being total children of the future/present,
We played pictionary. Oooohhhh.
Be afraid, World.
Cause I kick ass in pictionary.
Ohhh yeahhhh.
We all played Bullshit, Poker, ChoDaiDi, SNAP!
We also played Millionaire aka Malaysia's Monopoly.
We barbecued in the dark and in the rain.
We buried ourselves in the sand, up to our thighs.
We camwhored.
We cleaned the guys' rooms.
We tried to get 4 people to make out with a mirror!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH that was hilarious.
People from our class isn't so bad!

but sadly,
Apparently, the school's reshuffling our/all forms.
They just hate that we're so united.
They're just jealous they aren't cool like us.
They're just mad cause we like to see them cry.
They're just doing it to defy us.
B-b-but...
We're so obsequious!

pshht.... whatever.
Why don't you go wet your bed or whatever.
Geeezzz.
Nothing better to do, these crabs.
I pull your soft squishy insides out of your hard shell,
baru ko tau.
ishhh.

So, a LOT of people are leaving already.
How can i make this not sound depressing?
even though it is exactly that.
So, i only found out today, on the bus back from Melinsung
that my friend was leaving to Melbourne by the end of the year.
What's more is that its going to be when i'm not here.
So, there is no sending to the airport and everything else.

Life is lovely, no?

Everybody's changing
and i don't feel the same.

Tis' time to cut my toes off.
oh crap.
How am i supposed to run when i'm not balanced?

i am so rantful.

you're only jealous cause you don't have superman kite!
MUAHAHHAHA.
Go eat a banana.

Black cherry paradise, half the sugar twice the spice,
steffi.

hahahahhaahhahhahahahaha.
why am i so lame?

no bahh.....
nahhh, proper sign off.

I miss me,
steffi.

Hello, my blogger readers. This is copy and pasted from my xanga. So here we go! For more updates. Go to my xanga which i update a lot more often than this.... crap? hahaha

Hellooooo
I know i just updated like...
two days ago.
But i've been having so much fun lately.
I feel i need to share.
:D

Here You Go!
I know some of you guys have been waiting for an update for a long time.
So here it is!
You should really watch us in high quality though.
It makes us less....
pixel-ey. ahhahahah
In other words, prettier to look at.
hahahaha
sighhh we are quite vain aren't we?
or maybe that's just me.
;)
This video was done today.
Best thing is that it was totally spontaneous!
haha The Pie Song was made up a few takes ago.
hahahahah
I wonder if anyone saw us.
xP

After the video was done,
me and Elaine had a change in venue

We went to watch Black Wheel(our class) play against SexyHunters.

It was wet.

We rode there from my house

Us and our Shoe Umbrella. :D
It was raining. Hard.

We were absolutely soaked when we got to my house.

hahhaaahha :/

But it was fun. hahaha

Update on Mooncake festival..... day?

We went to play pool while we waited for their parents.

Noel nailed this shot

He's a total pro.

Jammmmm session

taaa daaaa

Yeah.. Alex isn't our guitarist.
He's our drummer. ahhahah

Our messy little jam room.

Elaine

So many pictures today. :D

haahahaha he can't play!

sure he can press the right stuff but he can't produce sound. hahahha

candid

hahaha
i think this is gonna be it.
i've given you guys lots of pictures today.
and i have class tmr
and tennis.
:D
I need my sleep

Don`t worry about me forgetting you, Because I will never find anyone,
Who makes me feel the way you do.


Super Klutzy,
Steffoo

I Want You. I Want You So Bad. Its Driving Me Mad. Its Driving Me Mad.

I've been happier lately.
Its all this 60's music.
Gahhhhhhhh

Does anybody have The Beatles' albums?
Or Songs?
I'll take anything.
Email 'em to me or text me and get me online.
=] Please please please.
mm....
While we're talking about the 60's,
I've actually had this soundtrack since last year,
listening to it without ceasing.
thanks to Jamie C.S.Y.
But i've finally seen the movie
*gasp gasp gasp gasp*
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh
it's an amazaaazing movie. =]
Jim Sturgess' voice is like honey.
heeheeeee
During the course of the movie,
i kept saying,
"OhhhMyyyGoshhhh...
He is soooo cute!"
Then Douglas kept asking me to shut up.
:/
he's my younger brother.ahhhh. i love his english accent.
i love his singing too.
ohmeegosh.
his singing is heartstopping.
xp
his english accent reminds me of Edward.
:/
But that isn't exactly healthy.
xP
Back to Jim,
he can act so well.
He was in Across The Universe(duh), 21, and The Other Boleyn Girl.
=]


hahahhaha but...
he's only just another obsession.
But that doesn't mean he isn't handsome.
hahaha.
I'm aware that I sound like a boy crazy girl.
chhh


Bubbling Joy,
Steffi

Strung Out From Coast to Coast

do you ever wonder what its gonna be like in 3 years?
all your friends would be going off to different parts of the world.
some you'd probably never see again for as long as you live.
even if i hated your guts, i'd still want to see you.
how your life turned out. whether you've changed at all.
whether you got what you deserved
i'd still wanna know.

do you live everyday knowing that there will never be another 12th of July 2008 ever?
are you wasting your time, thinking 'oh tomorrow's another day.'
everyday is the last day.
no, i'm not saying we might die tomorrow.
touch wood.
and again, i'm not saying we won't
but that's not what i'm pointing out.
what i am saying is
are you living?
i don't know.
maybe its too much trig, chem and physics
but its all hitting me a little faster than i'd hoped.

you.
you might never speak to me again.
you might not like what i tell you but you gotta know that i tell you cause i love you and i care about you
you might not be what i'd hoped for
you might wish that i'd crawl under some rock and just die
you might want to spend more time together
you might want to spend more apart
well, what do you want?
i don't know what you expect me to say to you
every time there's that awkward silence when i feel the frisson you always give me
i don't know what you want me to do
when i'm trying my best to not hurt you
i don't know why you can't just take me seriously
when i'm practically screaming it to you, subtly
i don't want you to leave.
not literally leave
but walk out of my life, just like that
i'm not going to make it easy for you
no,
i'm not done with you yet

i know you're hurting right now
and i wish i could do more to help you through this period of time
but i can't help you if you're not willing to let me help.
Please and i repeat,
please tell me when you're ready.
i know you need a grace period and i respect that.
i'll be here waiting for you when you do need me.

now, onto less depressing and confusing things.
Andrew is leaving... again.
:(
i didn't say it wouldn't be depressing,
i just said it'd be less depressing.
*insert dry laughter here*
Daniel Koh's leaving too.... again.
Thomas is migrating to Sacramento.
Sam L. is going back to Perth soon.
Addie left on tuesday.
Paul K. is leaving soon too.
everybody's leaving.
and i'm just not ready.

ahhhh Andrew. I'm gonna miss ya, perv. =)
oh yeah. Went out with Andrew earlier on tonight.
Watched Hancock after dinner at Burger King.
Burger King is loveeeee.
Take care of yourself and don't forget to prepare for our next installment
hahaha. love you.

Confused and Doped,
Steffi.

copy and pasted from modedevie

We're Intertwined

school's been pretty boring.
it like,
you go there to sit around and listen to the excitement in voices surrounding you.

this is our class + 1.

we're pretty gay ey?

me and ming ming. the visiting student from seremban.

he's visiting for 2 weeks. been hanging out.

me and the buck-toothed woman. =]
you know i love you

BACHI THINKS SHE'S CUTE.
hahahhahahha

so entertain me, superconductors!


Irreversibly Stuck,
Steffi.

We'll Take Tomorrow, Baby One Day At A Time

MUAHAHAHAHA i knew one day this place'd be dead.

anywho....
surprise update!

Its Sunday today.
at least for another 18 minutes.
Today was PTS day, which didn't really happen for me
cause BOTH my parents are out of town.
:D
but i went to school anyways.
*halo*

I had to deliver my cupcakes to school for the other parents
so they wouldn't be in such a bad mood when they see how their children did.
*halo again*
heehee.... well, most of the morning i hung out with Alex, my drummer.
I also hung out with Daryl, Ronald, Emily and Piggy and some other random people.

In the afternoon, I went to oneBorneo, which i hate btw, with Jamie, Summer, Jack and Stefan.
We watched Made of Honor which was nice. But its a chick flick and well, i'm a chick... hahahhaha
So i guess it was made for suckers like me and Jamie. xP Then we just sorta.... loitered
&& STEFAN WANTED JACK TO SERVICE HIM SO SO BAD! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THEN JACK DID SOMETHING WHICH IS TOO WRONG TO SAY ON THE NET. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA IT WAS SO STUPID
but that's what made it fun.

oneBorneo sucks. I don't understand why so many people go
well, I don't like it cause: #1. Its too crowded
#2. Its not even finished yet!
#3. Its even pilak-er than center point and warisan combined
#4. The shops are basically the same stuff you can get in kl
#5. Its not half as fun to shop there than in kl. =] (preferably with Fay)

I'm gonna stop complaining now... cause i'm just rambling.... and i have assembly tmr... -.-
and that audition thing.... which means i needa bring my guitar. gahhhhhh malas oh....
oh lookie! its still Sunday! HOORAHHH hahahahha at least for another 6 minutes.
Make that 5. Now, 4. & 3. and 2. and 1... Happy Monday! gee.... not so happy now. hahahaha

Fighting Paranoia,
Steffi.

Standing on the Rooftops

happy father's day.
=]

love youuuuuu
*mwahhhhhh*

I Sincerely Saw Your Skin For The Very First Time

Hello lovelies.
I'm currently at Genting's Starbucks,
watching my brother while he eats his gummy bears and pretends they're pokemon.
xP
mm, audio update on my xanga.

Maybe I'm Afraid of the Way I Love You

heehee i went to passion camp. xP
just came back yesterday at 6 pm.
considering its past twelve and all....
it was fun.
we bathed in two different rivers,
worshipped God,
and..
i lost my voice.
huzzah!
hahaha
Daniel and SamKu was totally turned on by my new sexy voice.
Ridge kept asking me to sing.
even when he knew i couldn't.
oh pshtt.
hahahahaha
picture timeee

my necklace which never comes off.

that's me.... and the misspelled name of my school. =D

this is where we went.

that's sam's hand which i, so automatically drew on

and this is kavita's hand which i drew when she was extremely tired.
i don't play fair.
:x

Ridge's hand. full of gay gay crap that hopefully you can read.

there are lots of pictures.
but unfortunately,
i'm going to kl tmr
and i haven't started packing yet.
xP
but..
the black nails are back!
hahahaha
you know you missed them too.

and you know i missed you guys too!!!
=]

heart,
stef

p.s. i'm probably gonna do an audio update soon!

Confessingly, This Is The First Time I've Loved You

Mmmm~
You know what?
I feel really giddy.
For no reason at all.
Maybe its just me thinking about that night.
*giggles*

i'm so glad that you guys came and made amazing memories with me. (:

Fay is my besterest friend in the whole entirerest world.

stupid blogger won't let me do the heart emoticon

Joy looks like something out of an old hollywood glamour mag. heehee

MY Max and MY Vern

My Fay, My Emily and My Sam

My boys. xP

My Stalker and her Stalker

My Ronald and My David.

My Frank Butler. :)

okay. enough of that.
hehehehe
our games were fun to say the least
It wasn't a very good party though.
I guess i only hung out with the few people.
&& i feel a little bad.
So i apologize

Those people up there,
yeah, they're all mine.

heehee.
man,
my laugh has been getting gayer everyday.
:s
hearts,
stef.

p.s. happy birthday, steffi!
sighhhh
gay, i know