So Hard Not To Blame Him

Okay, guys.
I was going to upload the youtube videos that couldn't successfully upload onto youtube,
which would make them cease to be 'youtube videos'.
ahahahah but then, it was really slow.
and my connection was being difficult.
So, I didn't.

Anyways, it's holiday time for me.
For one week, at least.
Well, exams were alright.
But i think my chinese and maths.
Oh my maths.
i'm going to stop before i bum myself out.

Things have been annoyingly empty.
I don't mean it in the life-is-so-empty-i-want-to-kill-myself kind of empty.
But i mean the schedules, free time etc.
I was in 5th gear a whole week and a half ago,
and now, i'm in neutral.
And i don't mean that literally,
Metaphorically, please.

So, it just means that i'm really bored and i feel like a pig.
and i feel unproductive.
Aweshummm

OH YEAH!
speaking of aweshumm,
I watched my first movie of the year!
And it was... Race to Witch Mountain.
I'm so sorry, Derek.
hahahha.
Cupcakes stay between us.
You promised.
Better keep it.

I've been drinking Bundaberg non-stop, man.
Leftovers from exam week.
Yes, they are my study drink.
And they give me a serious beer belly.
Don't laugh. It's not funny.
Which is why, every holiday, i have to work it off.
Which i can honestly say, i haven't been doing.
Not every remotely close.

I just got an awesome offer.
And i can't decide.
Thanks for the advice, stick. ;)
I still need to talk it out with my parents,
Make a personal decision
and hopefully commit.
*major excitement/really-shouldn't-be-seen-by-anyone-else-face*

This is a very boring post. :/
i'm sorry, again.
Let's see.
I watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.
I liked it. :)
I've been watching HIMYM like crazy.

OH!
Earth Hour, people!
Do it!
Date: 28th March (next Saturday)
Time: 8.30 pm to 9.30 pm
What you need to do?
Switch off your lights for an hour.
Just an hour.
Can't be that hard, can it?
Switching off your lights can raise awareness of global warming.
So please.
Do it! :D
You can continue watching your tvs or playing your computers in the dark,
But i strongly suggest you hang out outside and watch the stars.
Cause i've been pretty bummed that i haven't been able to see the stars.
Anybody else feel the same?
Saturday will be perfect for doing exactly that.
But it can only go on with the help of you guys,
telling your families about it.
And making sure it goes on.
Can i count on you guys to execute this?
:D
i hope so.

I just got word on when the wedding date is.
Let me rewind a bit.
Paul asked me to help him out on a wedding when he's back in kk, awhile ago.
He just told me when it is.
And i'm utterly crushed and torn.
:(
Its on the 7th.
of April.
*exhale*
This is heartbreaking.

So many decisions to make.
So many things to weigh.
So many more books to read.
So many people time needs to be spent with.
So many thoughts running through my head.
It always ends with you.

s t e f f i

Fist In The Air. I'm Not Going Down Without A Fight

Argh.

Exams are starting on saturday.
Mid terrrrmmmssss.s.s.s.s.s..s.s.s..s.s.s.s.
i is terrified.
But determined.
I'm determined to do better this time.
And i realize that i always say that.
And That.
But. But but.
I am going to.
At least i'm hoping i will.

This positive thinking isn't working.

Aaaaanyways, a lot has been going on.

Yeap. yeap. lots and lots.

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww. yeah enough now.

That was fun.

yeahhhhh. good times.

uh huh. okay.

Ohh i love this picture. It's funny cause all the girls were crowding around, listening to him.
I thought it was cute.

HELLO THERE.

Lotsss and lots of movement. Credit: Apple ple ple ple ple
*ooh... echo*

:)

Ooops. Over exposed. Credit: Edrea. :D

still ed.

Wow. looks like i'm having fun.
I'm pretty sure i was being threatening. And threatened at the same time.
ahahaha I'm not giving you guys any ideas on how to make me have fun?
Geez... What am i talking about?!
The pictures are taking awhile to upload. :/

Oh, yeah!
Blood donation drive going on at IS. :D
Contact Cathy. Or me to get Cathy's contact number.
Or basically anybody from IS. hahahahah
I'm excited about it.
Why? Only cause i've been wanting to donate blood for a few years.
But I was denied.
Cause i was young and lacked blood in my system.
But now i'm old and i have enough blood.
And I sound like i'm happy about being old.
But i'm not.
Cause.... I'm just not okay? :/
ahahhahah
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh don't go. :(
I mean, go.
GO! for the blood donation.
:D
YAY.
gosh. This photo upload is taking a long time.
a really long time.
And my internet's been really annoying today.
DCed me the whole day.
Gahhhh.

Ohh. How was house party?
Did anybody even go?
Music is delicious.
GAH MY INTERNET IS CRAP.
sigh.
Uish karen.
When are we going to visit Andy's to leave a message ah?
Then we fire grass again.
HHAHAHHAHAHA.
But i really think we need to do something about that white dog.
Got my adrenaline pumping in under a second.
Dang that dog.
:/ hahahahah
But it was fun.
And i'm glad you were entertained. ahahhaahhaha
buduh. You laughed.
You heard again that.
hahahhahah stupid.

Gosh finally. >:(

What are YOU looking at.
Ooh! Look at cathy! ahhahaahahahahhahahhahahhaha

yeah. Apparently, in half an hour's time, i'm supposed to sleep.
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhscrewmalaysianinternet.




I've got grapes and you don't,
bah. feel my power, carrots.
Steffi.