I Can Only Tell You What It Feels Like

Most nights when i'm trying to fall asleep in my room, in the darkness, i can't really see what's in front of me and it feels a little more like home. I feel like i'm back in my room, on my top bunk. It doesn't feel like you guys are a million miles away and i'm not reminded that it's been months since i've spoken to you face to face. Then, a passing car would shine some light into my room and i'd realise that i'm here. And you're not.