Excuse Me. Too Busy. You're Writing Your Tragedy.

8th Jan.

Hey guys.

I'm writing this in Notepad.

Its Thursday and so far the week has been going really slowly.

I don't get it.

Any-waayyss!!!

I can't wait for this week to end.

Not only cause it would mean that this school year is one week down.

But also cause i have a few friends' birthdays this weekend!

I'm ecstatic! And i can't wait to see my friends this weekend!!

I'll update soon!

10th Jan.

The first week of school is officially over.

And soon begins the second of the year.

This week has been passing insanely slowly.

I can't put my finger on it.

Its been insanely quiet in class.

We're waiting for our next teacher to come into our classroom.

And everybody is doing homework.

Yeah!! Everybody!

Including me.

But that's only cause i promised in my new year's resolutions.

Even though I don't think all of you guys watched that video.

And get this.

The said homework isn't due until March.

hahaha its so funny.

In a not so funny kind of way.

No comment on friends.

No comment on teachers.

With the exception of us scaring off our biology teacher after only two periods!

She resigned!

And we were nice to her.

And we were quiet.

But she spoke soooo softly.

I don't know.

Its just weird.

So now, we don't have a biology teacher.

Awesome.

:/

This year is really turning out to be a gem.

So, I went to Sam Tan's birthday party yesterday night at Luna Rossa.

Food was awesome.

Ambience was great.

People were acceptable. hahaha (don't take it personally, Sam. You know why.)

I hung out with Vern, Yvonne, Apple and Oscccarrrr.

Then after the party, Yazid came to pick me up

Then we chilled at Starbucks.

Then i had school this morning.

Then i went home.

And then i did some stuff.

And now here i am in Starbucks.

(Darn that Yaz.

He totally influenced me.)

But for some reason the internet isn't working.

But i don't really care.

Surprisingly.

Cause internet has been banned in my house.

Yay. :/

See? The internet isn't working.

Starbucks down a level!

hahahahaah.

Dude, I'm beating you 63-zip.

HAHAHA

And don't give me that "You're mean" crap.

Cause I am nice! and sweet! and kiiiuuttt!

HAH! you'll never beat me. hhahaha

And now i dare you to do a cover for Ex-creations by Fall of Troy!

Sometime before you leave, please. :D

Alright, pilots.

I'll see you tonight!

Salut!

15th Jan.

Hey all!

The second week of school is coming to a close.

And the truth is i don't think i can stand being in this school for another week.

Let alone another 11 months.

Joy!

I went to the ABRSM high scorers concert last night at Le Meridien.

To watch. I go every year.

And somehow i got tricked by mom to finish off my grade 8 violin.

:/ great.

Oh joy!

Oh! and Yazid left to Perth today.

Well, actually yesterday.

But. What? nothing. I don't know what i'm saying.

mm...... Let's see

Our first official prayer meeting was today.

Its so weird how fast time had flown by!

I can still remember when me, Ronald and Max were praying with VunHau.

And we were the ones being led.

Look at us now!

We're the Seniors!

The leaders.

We all have our not-so-little group of tiny juniors.

We're all pretty freaked out about it.

But i'm sure we'll do great.

With God, what can we not do?

But yeah, we feel old.

hahahaahaa. :/

I wonder how i'll feel when i'm 50.

I wonder who i'll be when i'm 50.

Hmm... great.

Something else i can think about.

AHHHHH!

You know what i found out?

Apparently i'm not going to be around for my last sports meet ever.

I'm going to be in Thailand for my wedding.

Yeah, i'm marrying my long term male prostitute.

I got him pregnant. :/

so now i have to marry him.

Great.

Talk about being chained down.

I'm joking!

Its my cousin's wedding.

And while i'm psyched that i'm going to his wedding,

I'm still bummed that i won't be able to even see my last sports day.

Ugh.

Dad gave me a choice.

But. I don't know.

Help me decide?

And this is my first post for 2009.

Wow.

Am i late.

Apologies.

And while i write this,

I'm listening to the songs that i need to play tmr.

:/ AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not ready at all!!!!

There are songs that need self-tabbing and transposing and getting used to.

Sorry Daniel!!!

But I'm

Freaking out.

And apart from that, my first violin lesson in about a year is tomorrow too!

Joy joy joy.

And i think if i use joy one more time, i'm going to snap.

And i know some of you guys have been worried about me.

Even though i have no idea what you guys are worrying about.

I'm fine, you know?

Really.

Just been really tired and sick and tired of things and people and school.

Lots of decisions to be made.

Its driving me crazy.

And if you think that's something to worry about,

its not.

I'm just saying. :D

But thanks for being concerned and calling and texting and asking about me.

Argh.

No computer on weekdays.

Which is okay.

But a little inconvenient.

Especially now.

I'll try to get a video up as soon as i can scrape time together to make and edit one.

Argh.

I miss Alex.

:(

Nobody i want to pass notes to in class more than Alex right now.

But we're not even in the same class! :(

School is brutal.

Totally slaughtering me.

Mostly cause of the lack of people who matter.

But nobody should matter.

I'm suffering from writer's block.

Both song and essay/thoughts/whatever.

I can't read anything.

UGHHH!

I have no idea why.

Guess its time to do what i did again.

Mm... if i have time.

I need to schedule that in.

This is a really long post.

:/

Even the one written today.

Eh. Entahlah.

I can't hear you,

Steffi