The Night Reminds Me Of When You Went Away

Why is singapore stealing everyone i love from me?
:(
It's alarming and i suddenly feel like i should be protective.
:(
Who likes to have their guard up all the time?
:( oh right, me.
Maybe not like but cause they think it's necessary?
:( and oh yes, it's definitely necessary.
Argh.
I said it years ago.
And i'll say it again.
I hate Singapore.
:(


Since I've started this post with whining.
I shall carry on venting about what i don't think is right in the world.

Youtube.
ARGH
My video won't upload on youtube.
It's been 2 days.
My computer has been on for two days.
:/
I hate leaving my computer on.
My battery is ruined.

My Club.
They make me scream at them.
And i don't scream a lot.
Not the kind that i do with them.
Oh, yes.
Thaaaat kind of screaming.
And since the president is so soft spoken and doesn't want to be hated
I guess i have to be the one the members hate.
:/
pshtt... go date some place else.

Blisters.
Ughhh Why do you appear?
:(
When i'm having the most fun i've had in awhile.

Hiccups.
:/
i hate my curious cause of hiccups.

Ng KunYa.
BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME ALONE IN SCHOOL FOR 4 DAYS TO BATTLE TESTS ALONE.
And you made me compelled to bring you your birthday cake and present. :/
At Shan Tao.
And made me wait/watch you win a match.
And i must say your smashes are amazing.
But still. You skipped so so much.
You are what's wrong with the world.
HAHHAHAHHA. i'm so funny.
But, no i'm serious.

Boys.
Causing so much stress and heartache to people i love.
It hurts to see them so hurt and have nothing to do about it.
Moving On.
Being better at Physics.
And not letting us play football with you guys. Oh pshht. We could totally kick your ass.
Not thinking enough.
Saying all the wrong things.
Being obnoxious.
Giving us hiccups.
Making us say goodbye.
For being a memory.
Pshttt boys.
hahahhaa.
No i love boys.
They're cute.
They make me laugh.
They make me care.
They sing.
They dance to backstreet boys for me. HAHAHAHA
They cycle here at 5 in the morning to accompany me to get Macker's Breakies.
They say exactly what i need them to say at the time.
They hug appropriately.
They pass me the ball again and again just so i can get one in.
They thumbwar with me and pretends to really lose.
They let me take their watches. xP
They let me ask them whether our children are going to be that cute. HAHAHAHAH
They let me hold a hammer even though i'm not really doing anything and just take up space.
They let me dare them to do the stupidest things on video.
They warm my fingers when the room's too cold.
They let me take pictures of them and post them on my blog like i'm infatuated with them or something.
Definitely or something. ;)
They play human dominos with me.
They accompany me to the toilet.
They watch scary movies with me. :D
They know when to leave me alone.
They know when not to leave me alone.
They barbeque for me. Yes, i still remember. :)
They call during sunrise, knowing i'm not asleep.
They still hang out with me even though i'm weird.
They become awkward when i say something to make them awkward. It's hilarious.
Conversations with them consists of sounds only and an occasional hi mid sentence.
They high five me when they see me. Everytime.
They offer their jackets to me when i'm dead stubborn and continue saying i'm not cold, when my goosebumps are all out already.
They say my heart is beautiful. ahahahah just not the way you'd think.
They know i'm lying on the floor typing and they predict it.
They let me suddenly break out into song AND join in.
hahah yeah. i love boys.
WAITAMINUTE.
ahhahhahhahahha

Continuing on what's wrong with the world.
Plastic bags.
I know you must've heard it a kabajillion times before,
but plastic bags. Gosh, they're killing our world.
:(
Seriously, its not that hard to hold a few pens in your pocket.
The next time you're buying something,
tell the person that a bag won't be necessary.
And also add that we gotta save the earth.
Gosh. It's not that hard.
Or you could bring a recycleable bag when you go shopping.
That helps too.

This stereotype adults think teenagers are.
We were asked to do a servey yesterday.
The first question was do you watch television often.
Then it proceeded to ask me what channels i watch, and whether it was often or never.
There were 3 big questions on television.
:/
Wait. It gets better.
Then the 4th question,
It asked us what we do in our free time.
The first one was apply makeup.
:/
Ohhkayyy... Then watch television.
Then jogging. (finally, something i do do.)
Then other very weird and disturbing questions.
You know what's weird?
They never mentioned reading, music, people.
Never.
Carrying on, It asked us what we do with our saved money.
One, Buy makeup.
Two, Buy cream and lotion etc.
Three, Buy gym equipment. (dude! How old are we?!)
Four, Buy tv series dvds.
Five, I can't remember five. But i remember it was something really funny cause i scoffed at it.
No lie. I SCOFFED.
ahahhahahhhahhaahha
Gosh.
Adults these days.

Cats.
Cats are what's wrong with the world today.
:/
Anybody who knows me, knows what i mean.

Time.
Why do we have to grow up, grow apart etc.
It's so saddening.
People you take so much time to know and get close to,
you may never meet again in life.
:( darn.
We're like carts on a cable.
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button.
:(
oh oh oh.

Punyalah emo oh me.
:/
Only because everyone i love is leaving me.