So Hard Not To Blame Him

Okay, guys.
I was going to upload the youtube videos that couldn't successfully upload onto youtube,
which would make them cease to be 'youtube videos'.
ahahahah but then, it was really slow.
and my connection was being difficult.
So, I didn't.

Anyways, it's holiday time for me.
For one week, at least.
Well, exams were alright.
But i think my chinese and maths.
Oh my maths.
i'm going to stop before i bum myself out.

Things have been annoyingly empty.
I don't mean it in the life-is-so-empty-i-want-to-kill-myself kind of empty.
But i mean the schedules, free time etc.
I was in 5th gear a whole week and a half ago,
and now, i'm in neutral.
And i don't mean that literally,
Metaphorically, please.

So, it just means that i'm really bored and i feel like a pig.
and i feel unproductive.
Aweshummm

OH YEAH!
speaking of aweshumm,
I watched my first movie of the year!
And it was... Race to Witch Mountain.
I'm so sorry, Derek.
hahahha.
Cupcakes stay between us.
You promised.
Better keep it.

I've been drinking Bundaberg non-stop, man.
Leftovers from exam week.
Yes, they are my study drink.
And they give me a serious beer belly.
Don't laugh. It's not funny.
Which is why, every holiday, i have to work it off.
Which i can honestly say, i haven't been doing.
Not every remotely close.

I just got an awesome offer.
And i can't decide.
Thanks for the advice, stick. ;)
I still need to talk it out with my parents,
Make a personal decision
and hopefully commit.
*major excitement/really-shouldn't-be-seen-by-anyone-else-face*

This is a very boring post. :/
i'm sorry, again.
Let's see.
I watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.
I liked it. :)
I've been watching HIMYM like crazy.

OH!
Earth Hour, people!
Do it!
Date: 28th March (next Saturday)
Time: 8.30 pm to 9.30 pm
What you need to do?
Switch off your lights for an hour.
Just an hour.
Can't be that hard, can it?
Switching off your lights can raise awareness of global warming.
So please.
Do it! :D
You can continue watching your tvs or playing your computers in the dark,
But i strongly suggest you hang out outside and watch the stars.
Cause i've been pretty bummed that i haven't been able to see the stars.
Anybody else feel the same?
Saturday will be perfect for doing exactly that.
But it can only go on with the help of you guys,
telling your families about it.
And making sure it goes on.
Can i count on you guys to execute this?
:D
i hope so.

I just got word on when the wedding date is.
Let me rewind a bit.
Paul asked me to help him out on a wedding when he's back in kk, awhile ago.
He just told me when it is.
And i'm utterly crushed and torn.
:(
Its on the 7th.
of April.
*exhale*
This is heartbreaking.

So many decisions to make.
So many things to weigh.
So many more books to read.
So many people time needs to be spent with.
So many thoughts running through my head.
It always ends with you.

s t e f f i